Oblivion

"...there was purity and there was the dream, and the adventure, and there was the counterculture aspect. It was like shove society, shove the nine to five, shove the rules... we're just going to follow our hearts, treat each other well, eat well and enjoy the ocean. It was not for money and it wasn't for fame... that's what we're going to do... purely because that's what our hearts want to do. That was amazing."

~ Jim Banks

It is sheer madness if you ask me. It is a madness bonded with the search for great tidal waves, the hunt for a perfect ocean to surf… It is the desire for the ultimate ride, its surf subculture.

Surf subculture arose to its peak as a part of a popular culture within the decades of 50’s and 60’s. Simply the sport of surf board riding or "surfing" is the core idea of the subculture and it enveloped with the lifestyle, fashion, music, literature, films, jargon and many more aspects related to ‘surfing’…

The history of modern surfing roots back to the 20^th century but the spirit of surfing runs way back in the pages of history. The first known occurrences of surfing are connected to the ancient Hawaiian tradition of "he'e nalu", meaning "wave-sliding". For this ancient Hawaiian culture, the sea had an attached persona, which could reflect emotions. A good day of surfing required the proper waves, and in order to convince the sea to provide these waves, ancient Hawaiians relied on ‘Kahunas’, the Hawaiian priests to pray for good surf. Kahunas would engage in ritual chants and dances, with the intention of pleasing the sea to provide the people with ‘surfable’ waves!

Surfing subculture feeds its own terminology; its own slang, admixed with Valley-speak. If a surfer says “Point break”, you ought to know it means an area where an underwater rocky point creates waves that are suitable for surfing…

Surf music is a reflection of the allure of ‘surfing’, the feelings they share with the great ocean waves and the experience of floating on waves… Surf music dawned as an offshoot of early rock music or rock n’ roll and it branched off again to sub genres such as surf rock and surf pop. ‘Jan and Dean’, ‘The Beach Boys’, ‘The Surfaris’, ‘Dick Dale’, ‘The Shadows’, and ‘The Ventures’ served as pioneers of ‘surf music’ and still we hear their surf music creations among the popular culture…

As the hippie culture also peaked in the 60’s and being free spirited being a shared credo of both cultures, ‘Surf visual art’ also inscribed free spirited themes and the hippie nature of many surfing lifestyles into their paintings and murals.

“Surfing culture” even gave birth to many aspects of popular culture we experience today. For an example, how do you think the term ‘surfing the internet’ originated; not forgetting popular comics such as the ‘silver surfer’ or ‘Captain Goodvibes’ in popular culture.

If you remember classical television legends of the X generation and most of the time Y generation such as ‘Baywatch’ or ‘Hawaii Five-O’, you can have a pretty much have an idea about the elegant perspective of ‘surfing’.

As final words, being a surfer means not to just show-off among tidal waves but look for the real thrill of just ‘being alive’! Waves of the great ocean speak about life. It’s all about seeking the life betwixt great waves, amalgamating with the persona of the Great Ocean… Believe me, surfing is one of those things that you should do one day before you die…

By Pathum Punchihewa

Special Thank: to my friend who ignited the deep down buried desire of surfing in my heart… http://raaroo.blogspot.com/

Published on Daily Mirror (20th October 2011)

By Pathum Punchihewa

This is a short story. As the Star Wars prologue quotes, “A story probably happened in a galaxy far far away...” A dead man’s crepuscular confession maybe; or a perturbing near death experience... Who knows? What matters now is William Shakespeare quoted ages ago, "All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, His acts being seven ages…”

William Shakespeare was a man who lived among two eras, the baroque and the renaissance.  Yet his phraseology and his poems inherited quaint and sombre baroque aspects and those blear yet intriguing and eloquent words dispersed into some tarnished lives, lives that had already determined their lives had come to an end…

Again, this is a story. Maybe a real story… But what matters right now is what should be in ones death quote? The suicide note that helps others to figure out what really happened and construe that life is like a daffodil, you bloom with the sunrise, you wilt with the sunset. What should unveil on the suicide note? A poem, a prose… It’s hard to understand but even the expectation of death makes a human creative. Just like romance…

Ah, romance… Isn’t it beautiful? That even right before your life ends, you crave for romance? Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life… If you want to love the world, you have to learn to love yourself. It’s as simple as that. But, is it possible that the love towards yourself guides you to the top of a hill and creates an extreme desire to jump off the edge and end this life of love. Maybe you want to end your life as you love yourself too much.

This is a story. Maybe a story about to happen after another era... nevertheless the suicide note is still empty. On the other hand, what is this ardor to leave a note after death? Does it really matter after the end? Is it for justifying the fact, or is it for glorifying the act?

What is the point of dying when you are able to live a few more moments? Sure there is a reason. Every time there was a reason. ‘Depression’ and ‘Lost in romance’ can be ruled out. Maybe you are looking for yourself. Maybe you wanted to peek through the mystique kaleidoscopic colours of your inner self and erupt from the hype you experience, but failed.  You have no idea who you are anymore…

"Once upon a time, I, Chuang Tzu, dreamt I was a butterfly, fluttering hither and thither, to all intents and purposes a butterfly. I was conscious only of following my fancies as a butterfly, and was unconscious of my individuality as a man. Suddenly I awaked, and there I lay, myself again. Now I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly dreaming I am a man."

You better come up with something, at least a Chuang Tzu quote thereupon you can complete the note and just die!

I hear a distance voice echo in my head. ‘Obey the reverse perspective, that’s nature…’ I must be in a stage of hallucinations. The momentum of thoughts might kill me slowly. I want to write my suicide note and I want to die. I’m tired of this identity crisis and all I can think about is the deep sleep my heart yearns.

I start to write. It was Osho… An Osho quote would make a perfect death note. Is it a suicide note or a love note? Seems my mind deludes me. It’s like a psychedelic drug in my system.

“Love has to be just your flavour, your aroma, your fragrance. When you pass by the side of a rosebush, the rosebush does not bother whether it likes you or not. Its fragrance is available to you as much as to anybody else, unconditionally, without any expectation in return. Its fragrance is available even when there is nobody present to enjoy it, appreciate it. It simply goes on releasing its fragrance; that is its nature…”

Wise words I must admit. Yet somewhere deep in my conscious there is a spark of aspiration about life. Did Shakespeare ever want to suicide? ‘Nirvana’ legend Kurt Cobain did. I guess it’s not my day to end my footprints of shore. It’s funny. I have a perfect suicide note but no intention anymore. Maybe an ‘Osho’ love quote might change the day…

“We are the raw materials, elements of dreams… In a trice, our curt life ends with a deep sleep…”

Published on Daily Mirror (04th August 2011)

By Pathum Punchihewa

He is ready to make his move. The Knight… the menacing yet the most tactful dynast of the chess board… And still there are some advantages left on the board for you but you ought to concede that it’s all about saving your king at all cost, by any meaning. Hence through that meaning, “the king” is the most important fact of the chess board but even as a rookie chess lover, you know that you are able to do nothing if you are left on chess board with only the king and winning desires!

And that’s not all. You might possess pawns alongside the king. Soldiers on the chess board that you are willing to sacrifice without a blink. But remember, a Pawn is not just a low level soldier just for ‘open fire’ and ‘sacrifice without a heartache’.  Three pawns in definite positions can protect king from attacks.  Three pawns in definite position can check mate opponents king. It’s your chess 101. Never underestimate a single piece of the board, neither Queen nor Pawn!

Now the Moral of our little chess talk... Let me put it in this way. Once, in a web page I have read something like this: "Whether one is rich or poor, educated or illiterate, religious or non-believing, man or woman, black, white, or brown, we are all the same. Physically, emotionally, and mentally, we are all equal. Each of us has hopes, worries, fears, and dreams.”

If you decide to follow the philosophical stream and consider life as a one giant chess board, well you are just another piece that is game to contribute your part. A piece with the ability to attack, counter-attack, defend the whole wing, allow taking the biggest turn of the game and even the one that make pronounce the end line: “Check mate”!

Life is a chess board and we all are pieces who move toward till the game ends… Twisted Shakespeare if you ask me!

Now it’s your turn to take a look at inner ‘you’. Are you willing to accept each and every fellow human as a part of the brotherhood despite all the differences, asymmetries and discords? Consciously or unconsciously, all the time we becomes a part of the society, we renege a certain set of people over many reasons. Class, cast, knowledge, education, color, status… yet when it comes to the big picture, does those inconsistencies really matter? We all are the crew of a one giant space ship after all. Just pieces of a giant chess game…

“I believe that the very purpose of life is to be happy. From the very core of our being, we desire contentment. In my own limited experience I have found that the more we care for the happiness of others, the greater is our own sense of well-being. Cultivating a close, warmhearted feeling for others automatically puts the mind at ease. It helps remove whatever fears or insecurities we may have and gives us the strength to cope with any obstacles we encounter. It is the principal source of success in life. Since we are not solely material creatures, it is a mistake to place all our hopes for happiness on external development alone. The key is to develop inner peace.” That’s by Dalai Lama and that explains a lot about being human, the unique equality.

As I highlighted before, ‘Once the game is over, the king and the pawn go back in the same box’. An Italian Proverb and wise saying… we all are earthlings after all!

Published on Daily Mirror (21st July 2011)

By Pathum Punchihewa

“You are dreaming… You see a tranquil meadow with lambs browsing grass under the wide bluish empyrean. The skyline is mysterious with a thousand various cloud patterns thus the enchanting and picturesque scenery was complete.”

“Indeed you are dreaming… You are about to wake up to the reality far far away from the blissful meadow, you are in a city where bums are strolling around, the dark and eerie city core where the sun shine will never be able to touch you. You are a citizen of this future city which means you are a loyal servant of the corporation and you are even prohibited to dream about a meadow under the radiant sky. Technology is high, but life is low…. You are witnessing the near future man made, post-industrial dystopia… a Cyber punk world…”

A futuristic or a sci-fi writer will nod to the above sentences and acknowledge them as the perfect “Cyber-Punk” plot which elaborates a dystopian world that humans become slaves to. Technology is absolutely in a high phase but it used to stabilize dominance. Artificial intelligence, mega-corporation or a ruthless dictator is behind the world authority and under the boot of despotism; the world is corrupted and destructed.

"Classic cyberpunk characters were marginalized, alienated loners who lived on the edge of society in generally dystopic futures where daily life was impacted by rapid technological change, an ubiquitous data sphere of computerized information, and invasive modification of the human body." 

~ Lawrence Person

What is ‘cyberpunk’, really? For what does that movement stand for? It’s better to have a definition for such word rather than taking the reader through a psychedelic tour of a crepuscular future world. “Cyberpunk is about expressing ideas -often dark- about human nature, technology and their respective combination in the near future.”

Negative Impact of technology on humanity: In a cyberpunk near-future, technology runs rampant, and usually manipulates most societal interactions. This was the idea of cyberpunk literature. Some believe that ‘Cyberpunk sub genre’ is a relic of the 80s but we still witness cyberpunk themed masterpieces from time to time and those creations keep reminding us to take care of our their planet, about avoiding the dystopian dreams!

The term cyberpunk was first coined by “Bruce Bethke” in his short story ‘Cyberpunk’ published in 1983. "Cyber" was derived from cybernetics, a control theory that studies, for example, human/machine interaction and is often used in connection with information technology. "Punk" was taken from punk rock music, suggesting an urban anti-establishment sensibility.

Cyberpunk visuals, ideally, are dirty, hyper-realistic “lived in” looks at the near future. Often cyberpunk films will have a single dominating colour that permeates the film. We also see patterns of dark motifs contrasted with shocking neon colour schemes. And just as important, a sense of slick style often pervades a cyberpunk movie.

When the Cyberpunk themes collide with literature, most people would like to describe cyberpunk as a sub genre of science fiction. William Gibson with his novel ‘Neuromancer’ in 1984 is likely the most famous writer connected with the term cyberpunk. Then his ‘Count Zero’ and ‘Mona Lisa Overdrive’ arose to the peak, completing ‘The Sprawl’ trilogy.

‘The Marîd Audran’ series by George Alec Effinger, ‘Bridge’ trilogy by William Gibson and ‘Chimera’ by Will Shetterly also represent the cyberpunk literature among many other fiction and short stories.

If you wish to understand the Cyberpunk themes and styles, I would like to recommend you some. “Matrix Trilogy” “Blade Runner”, and “Terminator franchise” are most influential cinema creations that adopted the Cyberpunk genre.

In Video games, there is one of my favourite, Deus Ex game trilogy that perfectly elaborates a cyber punk theme, a dystopian world and the revolution arose against the hegemony from inside the system.

There are several other role-playing games called ‘Cyberpunk exist: Cyberpunk’, ‘Cyberpunk 2020’ and ‘Cyberpunk v3’ which runs with the same genre. In fact ‘Cyberpunk 2020’ was designed with the settings of William Gibson's writings in mind as developers speak.

There are a few other subcultures that arose with the influence of the core ideas of Cyberpunk movement and literature. ‘The Cyberdelic’ counter culture of the late 80s and early 90s is a fine example. Cyber-Goth is a fashion and dance subculture which draws its inspiration from cyberpunk fiction, as well as rave and gothic subcultures.

Personally, I would like to construe the word ‘cyberpunk’ as not only a film noir and literature genre but as a Political movement also. The cyberpunks have been the most powerful single influence on science fiction over the past two decades. And I believe that it’s not just an illusory world created by writers. I believe there is a potential of future cyberpunk worlds.

Throughout human history, we have been dependent on machines to survive. Fate, it seems, is not without a sense of irony.

~ The Matrix

Published on Daily Mirror (21st April 2011)

Take nothing but memories… Leave nothing but footprints…

By Pathum Punchihewa

Life reveals its true form to us, humans in such mystique ways. One day, out of the blue, life unveils its intriguing, miraculous and resplendent panorama in front of your naked eyes, and it might be the very moment before you die…

Did you ever wonder what really happen to Alice, in wonderland? Well, she met a genius cat who can disappear from tale to head; there was a ‘tea-holic’ mad hat man, a wise caterpillar who stuck to his Hookah, Queen of hearts with her army of card soldiers and et cetera, so far if the memory serves well… It was quite a fantasy story that makes you wonder and believe about such a world full of mysterious and wonderful, magical and flourishing matters. But when Alice is back, she is the same old Alice. When the wonderland started to be familiar to Alice, she just accepted facts and things just went on and on…

We dropped in somewhere into this grandeurs of a world from somewhere and began to wonder how lucent the world is and in the very next moment start to take the world as norm. Now even death cannot make us wonder! My friend, if you cannot marvel about how astonishing death is, you never can wonder how beautiful life is. Yet we are like Alice in Wonderland; just wandering through paving streets of life, looking for the missing piece, the purpose of life…

What really spins the wheels of life? What really Blossoms the sprint of existence…? Family…? Bonds…? Fame…? I believe it’s the purpose, what ignites your passion of living. When you reach to the purpose of your life, when you reach the peak of the Great Mountain, the only thing you can see is the abstruse, deep blue sky. You can see the whole world up to the skyline and it will make you complacent about your achievements… Nevertheless it is the end and dramatically all you have to do is look down and view the panorama of picturesque simulacrum of life and fly away from the peak. After you fulfill the purpose of life, after you understand the meaning of existence, literary it is the end... Death is such an apt word to replace ‘the end’!

Have you ever felt the tranquility of life? The sound of silence…? The reticence between two notes, between noises, between people, between life and death… My friend, the longest walk on earth is between birth and death… the greatest quietude is between a silent note and another silent note… between life and death… feel it my friend, discern it…

To this world, we came alone and we depart alone; withal we take with us nothing but memories. There is nothing we can claim as possessions or tenures in our short life but still, leave your footprints on world, on hearts… Then thou art the brave passenger of the greatest voyage, the longest walk…

I believe you Shakespeare… "All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, His acts being seven ages…” Farewells my friend… That was our last act…

Published on Daily Mirror (21st April 2011)

By Pathum Punchihewa

"I speak only of myself since I do not wish to convince, I have no right to drag others into my river, I oblige no one to follow me and everybody practices his art in his own way."

- Tristan Tzara "Dada Manifesto 1918"

In the times of World War I, an international Nihilistic movement arose and flourished in Zürich, Switzerland, and hailed on the lands of France and Germany between the years of 1916 to about 1922.

The fitting definition for the Dadaism or ‘dada’ is that it is a cultural movement in visual art as well as literature- mainly poetry, theatre and graphic design.

Despite many other things ignited the movement, ‘Dadaism’ is primarily a protest against human wars that brought nothing but mass destructions and barbarianism to the mankind.

As the Dadaism itself is a nihilism movement, the dada artists arose to the peak furiously, as a reaction to the non-ideological, irrational, obtuse nihilistic behaviors of society. As the society was inefficient to in touching the nihilism, and aesthetic instruments, experiences were poor, the Dadaism arose as an anti-Hero.

Dadaism is clearly not an art but an anti-art. Art was concerned with aesthetics but Dadaism just ignored the fact. If an artistic creation means a latent message, Dada artists made their pieces purposely meaningless and non-interpretational leaving the idea of a Dada masterpiece totally depends on the viewer. Even Dada writers laid aside aesthetic and human features and used words illogically and inconsequently. They used ballistics of nihilistic and artificial words to protest and allege their friction to such a synthetic and nihilistic world.

Dadaism was a movement for a short period through the history but still the legacy of Dadaism flows through many contemporary art and literature genres. The irony is that “Dada” is an influential movement in Modern art too. Also Dada qualities utility in concrete poetry, feminist art genres and post modernism movements as well.

Artists such as Hans Arp, Marcel Duchamp, Francis Picabia, Hugo Ball, Max Ernst, Raoul Hausmann, Man Ray, John Heartfield, Marcel Janco, Kurt Schwitters, Sophie Taeuber-Arp hailed as Dada pioneers and Tristan Tzara was the one who composed the Dada manifesto in 1918.

"Dada is a state of mind... Dada is artistic free thinking... Dada gives itself to nothing...." André Breton defines Dadaism.

“This is not to say that Dada is definable, for it was one of the primary goals of Dada to avoid the labeling and legitimizing of the establishment. Early on in the development of the trend, Hugo Ball made it quite clear, ‘How can one get rid of everything that smacks of journalism, worms, everything nice and right, blinkered, moralistic, Europeanized, enervated? By saying Dada...’ The principles of Dada had existed before in the schools of Expressionism, Cubism, and Futurism, but the principles had a change in language. The formations of these ideas are worth further examination.”

Published on Daily Mirror (07th April 2011)

The courses of true love never did run smooth.

~ William Shakespeare

When the Love Guru says “love is painful”, will you listen to him? If a Swami comes to the town and says “being alive” is painful, you will pay heed to him. Hence I, the Love Guru say that ‘the pain of love is the pain of being alive’! The dilemma of life and love, the perpetual trauma…

Has the Love Guru said “Love is a bed of roses” anywhere? The Love Guru has never portrayed love as a smooth petal of an orchid, Love is abstract, love is arduous and for sure love is painful as well as fitting itself, to the definition of life.

Is love something that bestows such pain? What is the point of being a witness of cupid? Somebody might ask. The answer is quite simple and inevitable. It’s the course of nature and the existence of human beings.

“I am in love”, these are the beautiful words to hear, to say... But is that true? Why do we fall in love? Why does a person suddenly become so important, so special in our life? Why do we feel we just can’t live without them? Why this pain…? Why so much pain in love? Why?

Do you need answers to all those questions? No, people aren’t intending to answer questions. They just want to be happy. But just being a lover with dazzling thoughts and vibrant dreams won’t make a person happy. There are always side effects of falling in love…

I, the Love Guru would like to introduce you a new phrase, in fact this has roots of aged old philosophical streams. ‘Absolute love’ or ‘unconditional love’… All you have to do is if you love a person with your life, drop your mask, drop your ego, drop your conditions and expect nothing in return.

In that way, you will learn to live without expectations and you will learn to forget what you want but bestow what your soul-mate wants. But beware; never get used by a person. This lesson is only for the true love of yours. And even if there is no one in this world to care about you, you care about someone you love. That won’t make the pain of love go away, but your sufferings won’t last…

Pain is inevitable; suffering is optional.

By Pathum Punchihewa

Published on Daily Mirror (07th April 2011)